I got an email last week that we are set to order sperm from them. It’s so weird that you can just go online and order sperm…Maybe only because I’m a lesbian and semen/sperm is such a foreign object to me…
August 19, 2010
Your registration paperwork has been processed and you may now order donor sperm for home inseminations.
Isn’t that just a bit strange??
We went and watched The Switch last night. It’s quite a funny and moving movie. Of course, with me being all consumed with this TTC thing, I think I was a bit more moved than most would be. I was quite impressed with her determination to go it completely alone. I’m utterly terrified and I have a wonderful partner to move through this process with. The strange thing is…I don’t know what I’m terrified of. I’m not scared of a baby being here – I’ve had lots of experience with babies and I don’t have a problem with that. I’m not scared of not being able to do it. I don’t know – scared of not knowing what’s going to happen? Scared of the time it’s going to take to do this? Scared of finding out something is wrong?
I bought a baby book this weekend at the grocery. It was on sale and was just too adorable not to pick up. That’s the first baby thing that I have bought…No more until we find out we are pregnant because I don’t want to jinx it. Currently I’m bidding on a Clear Blue Easy Fertility Monitor and a Basal Body Thermometer on Ebay. I’d like for my first cycle that I chart on Fertility Friend to be as perfect as possible.
One thing that I have noticed from reading other TTC blogs is that my obsessiveness will be shared! It’s nice to know I’m not the only obsessive person on here. Lori and I were just discussing how our first 2ww will be a few days ago. According to my ovulation chart, it had only been 5dpo. HOW IN THE WORLD am I going to be able to wait 2 weeks if 5 days seems like an eternity?!?!? I really just want to get this process actually moving…..COME ON AF!!