I’ve decided for the near future to put all of this behind me. It creeps up on me on a regular basis and I cry my eyes out, but I can’t keeping flip flopping back and forth on this blog. Insurance still isn’t paying for my IVF – so that’s the end of that. Maybe at some point we’ll look into adoption as a serious option…but I don’t know about that for sure. I really want to have a baby of my own – not sure that adoption is a real option for me.
So happy for all of you out there who have gotten great news lately and those of you adding 2nd and third children to your families.
I’m focusing my efforts in 2013 on getting myself together emotionally and physically.
Happy New Year – Thank God this one is over.