I hate it because I feel extremely defeated right now and FF is supposed to comfort me….
I hate fertility friend… November 12, 2010
And we have crosshairs – FML October 12, 2010
UGH!! October 11, 2010
OK – I havent gotten a smiley, but I’m afraid I’ve ovulated already!!
I’m using FF now (like I said, another thing to obsess over) and I’m looking at my chart today. Looks like my temp drop was on Saturday! CD 11! WHAT?? I don’t have cross hairs yet, but all I need is one more day of temps above 96.3 to confirm. If this is true, my swimmers that are arriving today are USELESS and this month is a BUST!!
Seriously, I may just cry. How I can possibly fuck up and send the swimmers late and/or ovulate early is beyond me. My period is VERY regular….how does my ovulation occur at CD 16 one month and CD 11 the next??
CD 10 – High Fertility October 8, 2010
So according to my CBE Fertility Monitor, I’m on High Fertility. This is a little concerning because it’s awfully early for it to be high. I haven’t gotten a surge with my smiley OPK, but I’m worried that our swimmers won’t come in time (they’ll be here on Monday).
I’ve been trying to remember to take my BBT. My alarm clock actually says “Don’t forget to take your temperature!” For some reason, I get up and go straight to the bathroom to POAS but taking my temp isn’t as easy to remember. I didn’t start till 2 days ago, so I hope that it actually helps me. I’m now a member of FF (Fertility Friend) so that’s one more thing I can obsess over.
I want a baby so badly it hurts….
We went window shopping yesterday and ended up in the baby section of Old Navy. It took every thing I had not to lose it in the store. It’s like this overwhelming ache in my chest. Of course we got completely lost in the baby section and lost all track of time. I’m tearing up just thinking about it.
Anyway, the wordle for the day is: