The road less traveled…

My partner and I were attempting to become pregnant. For many reasons – including my sanity – we have put that on the back burner for now and are just working on walking down the road less traveled. We've been through Katrina – moved to Colorado – and our next adventure is headed to California.

Attempting to be Positive October 25, 2010

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          It’s only been 2 tries (and one was a bust) so there’s no reason to be upset or worried.  Typically it takes 3-6 tries to get pregnant! (that’s my mantra lately)
          So, right now I can do nothing but wait for AF to arrive (unless this last one wasn’t a bust and I’m amazed that I am pregnant with sketchy timing and absolutely no symptoms!)  I’ve got a huge Halloween party to go to this weekend (my FAV holiday) so that will make the time fly.

          Lori and I watched a beautiful movie this weekend about a lesbian couple TTC.  It’s called Making Grace and I was either on the verge of tears or laughter throughout the entire thing.  I highly recommend it!

I must thank my friend over at Crazy Lesbian Mom for sharing this fantastic video that has now become the theme song to my life!

 

*sigh* October 20, 2010

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Admittedly, life has been a bit boring lately.  I’m 99.9% sure that we missed our window this month so this 2ww is just a bust.  I even gave up on charting my temps on FF, so that is really going no where as well.

*sigh*

 

No Smiley *edit* October 14, 2010

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and that’s all I have to say about that….

So the plan is to say screw it and inseminate anyway! 


Bleh!

 

No more crosshairs – but no smiley either

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So I double checked my temps on FF and found that I had put one day in twice!  There was a day I missed and I substituted another temp for it.  That did change my chart (no more crosshairs), but I still do not have a smiley.  Last Month I got my surge on CD 14 – today is CD 16.  Is it possible for ovulation to change a bit from month to month?

Hopefully I get my smiley today – I just may be crushed if we totally missed this cycle!   I can handle it not working, but to completely miss the cycle is unacceptable…

 

And we have crosshairs – FML October 12, 2010

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Seriously?  NO + OPK and I have crosshairs 3 days ago and I JUST got my swimmers???
 
Worthless…
 

(-) Negative on OPK….WTF October 11, 2010

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OK – I guess I can stop stressing?  I got a negative on my OPK just now, so I’m hopefully still ok…

We’ll see…

 

UGH!!

Filed under: TTC — 2Lesbians&Baby @ 8:11 am
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OK – I havent gotten a smiley, but I’m afraid I’ve ovulated already!!

I’m using FF now (like I said, another thing to obsess over) and I’m looking at my chart today.  Looks like my temp drop was on Saturday!  CD 11!  WHAT??  I don’t have cross hairs yet, but all I need is one more day of temps above 96.3 to confirm.  If this is true, my swimmers that are arriving today are USELESS and this month is a BUST!!

Seriously, I may just cry.  How I can possibly fuck up and send the swimmers late and/or ovulate early is beyond me.  My period is VERY regular….how does my ovulation occur at CD 16 one month and CD 11 the next??

Ugh…

 

 
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