The road less traveled…

My partner and I were attempting to become pregnant. For many reasons – including my sanity – we have put that on the back burner for now and are just working on walking down the road less traveled. We've been through Katrina – moved to Colorado – and our next adventure is headed to California.

I knew I was anxious for a reason… October 27, 2013

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She backed out.

After I bought the sperm.

Now I’m out $500 and I think I’m completely broken – I thought that I was before, but I wasn’t.  Now that I know this feeling, I know what broken is.

The End…

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Still Anxious… October 14, 2013

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Still can’t shake this feeling that this is not going to work – The truth is I don’t think I’ll shake it until it actually happens.  I’ve gotten my hopes up so many times and been crushed that I think I’m just still in disbelief that we may actually become parents.  I don’t think I’m going to believe it until there’s actually a baby in my arms.

*Sigh*

 

Anxiety! October 11, 2013

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All of a sudden today I have a massive amount of anxiety that I can’t seem to get under control…I feel like this option is simply too easy and that something terrible is going to go wrong and derail the entire thing.

Ugh – wish I could shut my head up!

Our chart is not perfect for this month, but I’m hoping that everything goes well for next month and we are a one hit wonder for this pregnancy to happen.  But I can’t shake this feeling that the world is about to crash around me…

 

 
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