The road less traveled…

My partner and I were attempting to become pregnant. For many reasons – including my sanity – we have put that on the back burner for now and are just working on walking down the road less traveled. We've been through Katrina – moved to Colorado – and our next adventure is headed to California.

Understanding… February 8, 2012

Filed under: TTC — 2Lesbians&Baby @ 8:11 pm

I’m having a hard time with understanding lately.

Maybe it’s because my job has been sucking the life out of me and I can’t seem to catch a break there.

Maybe it’s because I feel like my relationship with my wife is slipping away from me and I can’t catch a break there.

Maybe it’s because my home life feels like chaos and I can’t catch a break there.

Maybe it’s because my depression is in full attack and I can’t catch a break there.

Maybe it’s because I have no desire to do anything and I have no passion in my life and I can’t catch a break there.

Maybe it’s because my best friend, whom I love dearly, lost the heartbeat to her baby and I can’t even be there to hug her.

Maybe it’s because NO ONE can give me some understanding or even attempt to try to see what I’m going through and take some of the burden away.

I just want a fucking break.

 

4 Responses to “Understanding…”

  1. Isa Says:

    I hear what you are saying. And it sounds like you are in a hard, hard place. I’m sorry that you are facing all of this at one time–it’s not fair, and it isn’t easy. I hope you are seeing someone for your depression–getting past that might help with some of the other things, but it’s ok to be sad and angry and miserable with all of this coming at you at the same time. Lots of hugs headed your way!

  2. Kirsten Says:

    I’m sorry you are in such a hard place right now. I’m sending you positive thoughts and hoping you catch that much needed break soon.

  3. Heidi Says:

    I am sorry you have so much on your plate right now there is no room for anything sweet to give you some balance. Hopefully you will be able to get though it all very soon!

  4. Hope Says:

    Thinking of you. Hoping things are a little better. Hugs dear.


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