The road less traveled…

My partner and I were attempting to become pregnant. For many reasons – including my sanity – we have put that on the back burner for now and are just working on walking down the road less traveled. We've been through Katrina – moved to Colorado – and our next adventure is headed to California.

Fears November 7, 2011

Filed under: Doctor — 2Lesbians&Baby @ 10:29 am

Maybe my last post was written out of fear and deep seeded childhood trauma.

At least that’s what my therapist is saying…

  • That just because it doesn’t look like it’s going to all fall into place doesn’t mean that it will be a tragedy.
  • That just because Shayne can’t do things the way they are “normally” done doesn’t mean that he can’t take care of a child properly.
  • That just because I’m scared that I won’t be perfect doesn’t mean that I won’t be the perfect parent for my child
  • That maybe I’m taking what I feel about my own parents and projecting that onto myself.
  • That just because I can’t control every situation doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t attempt them. (this one hit way too close to home)

That maybe I’m giving up way too early?

BTW, CD2…Should I track?  Should I make an appointment?  Should we look into fostering/adoption?

 

One Response to “Fears”

  1. Danelle Says:

    You should do what your heart leads you to do. Make a decision and stick to it. Second guessing yourself is never a good thing and doesn’t help. 🙂


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