Honestly I haven’t felt inspired to write anything lately. I find myself extremely sad. I’m not entirely sure why. Sometimes I get the horrible feeling that maybe we aren’t meant to get pregnant. I know in the big picture that we’ve only tried 4 times….but it sometimes feels like a lifetime. Sometimes the thought of being a mom is overwhelmingly terrifying..and sometimes the thought of not being a mom is overwhelmingly sad.
Anyway, today is CD1…here we go again.