Honestly I haven’t felt inspired to write anything lately. I find myself extremely sad. I’m not entirely sure why. Sometimes I get the horrible feeling that maybe we aren’t meant to get pregnant. I know in the big picture that we’ve only tried 4 times….but it sometimes feels like a lifetime. Sometimes the thought of being a mom is overwhelmingly terrifying..and sometimes the thought of not being a mom is overwhelmingly sad.
Anyway, today is CD1…here we go again.
I’m sorry it’s CD1. I’ve totally been in the same place about this whole process lately–it’s not fun and I’m not optimistic, but I keep trying. Hopefully things are about to turn a corner for both of us and the next seven months will be much happier than the last ones have been!
Don’t give up! The process of TTC is heartbreaking, frustrating, terrifying and lonely but the outcome is so worth it. It took us 3 years to have our Emma and she was worth every minute spent crying over a negative pregnanct test. Try to keep positive it will work. It just takes time and perfect timing.
I know it’s super frustrating. And it’s even more frustrating to hear people say “It’ll happen!” So I won’t say that. I’ll just think it for you. Along with peaceful baby making thoughts. Good luck this try.
This is so hard. But I’m wishing you the best of luck with this cycle
I can totally understand how you’re feeling. Each month you try to stay positive and then that darn BFN comes up. You try so hard to believe in the process … it’s difficult as more time goes on. *hugs* Keep strong. We’ll all make it through, hopefully with most of our sanity intact. 😉