The road less traveled…

My partner and I were attempting to become pregnant. For many reasons – including my sanity – we have put that on the back burner for now and are just working on walking down the road less traveled. We've been through Katrina – moved to Colorado – and our next adventure is headed to California.

It has been a while April 9, 2011

Filed under: TTC — 2Lesbians&Baby @ 9:00 am

Honestly I haven’t felt inspired to write anything lately. I find myself extremely sad. I’m not entirely sure why. Sometimes I get the horrible feeling that maybe we aren’t meant to get pregnant. I know in the big picture that we’ve only tried 4 times….but it sometimes feels like a lifetime. Sometimes the thought of being a mom is overwhelmingly terrifying..and sometimes the thought of not being a mom is overwhelmingly sad.

Anyway, today is CD1…here we go again.

 

5 Responses to “It has been a while”

  1. isa Says:

    I’m sorry it’s CD1. I’ve totally been in the same place about this whole process lately–it’s not fun and I’m not optimistic, but I keep trying. Hopefully things are about to turn a corner for both of us and the next seven months will be much happier than the last ones have been!

  2. Bobbie Says:

    Don’t give up! The process of TTC is heartbreaking, frustrating, terrifying and lonely but the outcome is so worth it. It took us 3 years to have our Emma and she was worth every minute spent crying over a negative pregnanct test. Try to keep positive it will work. It just takes time and perfect timing.

  3. Hope Says:

    I know it’s super frustrating. And it’s even more frustrating to hear people say “It’ll happen!” So I won’t say that. I’ll just think it for you. Along with peaceful baby making thoughts. Good luck this try.

  4. Kirsten Says:

    This is so hard. But I’m wishing you the best of luck with this cycle

  5. Momma L Says:

    I can totally understand how you’re feeling. Each month you try to stay positive and then that darn BFN comes up. You try so hard to believe in the process … it’s difficult as more time goes on. *hugs* Keep strong. We’ll all make it through, hopefully with most of our sanity intact. 😉


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