OK – I got my smiley today. The problem with that is Lori is still in the hospital – the problem with that is I don’t want to go alone. I don’t want to go alone because I’m terrified, and I don’t want to go alone because I want Lori to be there with me! I don’t want to NOT go because I DO NOT want to wait a whole other month to do this!
ugh!
*update* For the record, Lori wants me to go…
Go! Go! Unless Lori would be really hurt that you went without her.
I’m inclined to agree–go. She’ll be there in spirit and neither of you wants to wait another month. Any chance you could be a little racy and do it in her hospital room? I know that’s probably weird, but I know I’d consider it, if I were in that situation…
you should go. i was really frightened to have an IUI alone, but i brought all my comfort items (read: books) and wore a ring Sugar had given me, and it was really okay (except for the part where it didn’t work, but that was later). i actually had a pretty amazing vision while i was lying there afterwards, but that could have been the valium talking….