The road less traveled…

My partner and I were attempting to become pregnant. For many reasons – including my sanity – we have put that on the back burner for now and are just working on walking down the road less traveled. We've been through Katrina – moved to Colorado – and our next adventure is headed to California.

14 DPO November 19, 2010

Filed under: 2WW — 2Lesbians&Baby @ 8:29 am
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          I sit here and the all too familiar feeling in my tummy is a sign that my fears were right….we aren’t pregnant.  Slight cramping just means that AF is about to rear her ugly head.  For some reason, this time is hitting me harder than the last ones.  Maybe it’s because the holidays are around the corner and I wanted a beautiful little reason to celebrate this year.  Maybe it’s because I wont’ see my family this year for the Holidays and I wanted my own little family to be closer to being complete. 

          I’ve taken 3 EPT HPTs, all 3 BFN.  At this moment I just want to crawl into my bed and cry.  I know this isn’t rational – that it takes 3-6 months in good cases for it to work.  I know this is technically only our 2nd try (one try was WAY off the mark), but that isn’t making today any easier.

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3 Responses to “14 DPO”

  1. megan Says:

    i found your blog, and insem'd 2 days after you. don't get too ahead of yourself — PMS and early pregnancy aren't so different, right? but yes, it'll happen when it's supposed to happen. it's so hard to be patient…

  2. MJ Says:

    to answer megan… I had cramps the month I tested positive so you are correct in that they aren't so different.thinking of you. I know it is hard and nothing anyone says really brings comfort.

  3. boppi Says:

    I love you sweetheart! This will work when the time is right and the baby that is supposed to be ours will come to us!


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