I really do. I hate it because it’s a stupid obsession that I cannot get rid of. I hate it because I try to find charts like mine and it’s showing a 5% chance that I’m pregnant and a 95% chance that this was an ovulatory cycle. I hate it because I’m trying not to believe it, but if that is the case then what’s the point of taking my damned temperature every morning.
I also hate that I don’t feel any symptoms – nothing – and I really don’t think that I’m pregnant. Which means we spent 1K on sperm for nothing and I’m going to end up having to go to a doctor and I can’t really afford the sperm AND all the crap the doctor wants to do. I hate that I was on Facebook yesterday and EVERYONE is pregnant. My old high school friends are all pregnant. I watched a sideshow of a friends labor and delivery and cried all the way through it.
I hate it because I feel extremely defeated right now and FF is supposed to comfort me….
Word. I think the wordle is particulary indicative of my mood today, also. At least we're in the same boat–we can watch the rats swim away together!
I too was an obsessive FF user and it drove me as equally crazy. Think of you and keeping hope alive for this cycle being the ONE!
Not everyone is pregnant. And there are some people who are in the same boat as you. You can't give up hope on anything. You must believe that when it's meant to happen it will. I'm here for you!
I can see how it is frustrating, this was not a tool we used… I think I would have gone crazy if I tracked everything so closely… Don't worry about not feeling symptoms, I didnt feel symptoms until after we tested positive, in fact I was positive I wasnt pregnant because I was having period symptoms… Dont lose heart!! Have you checked to see what your insurance may cover if you do have to try with a Dr?
Thanks ladies…My insurance will cover 2K of procedures to check for fertility issues. If it comes to that, we are out of pocket for it all 😦
and Danelle – I love you girl!!Call me!