The road less traveled…

My partner and I were attempting to become pregnant. For many reasons – including my sanity – we have put that on the back burner for now and are just working on walking down the road less traveled. We've been through Katrina – moved to Colorado – and our next adventure is headed to California.

4 DPO November 9, 2010

Filed under: 2WW — 2Lesbians&Baby @ 7:26 am
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We did our inseminations this weekend.  I got my smiley on Saturday and inseminated Saturday Evening, Sunday Morning, and Sunday night.  I’m officially on my 2ww…hopefully this one doesn’t drive me as bananas as the last one did.  According to FF we hit the timing pretty perfect and I’m now at 4DPO. I checked this morning for “charts like mine” on FF, and they are all ovulatory (that means no pregnancy) so I’m a little tense about that.  I also have dashed crosshairs and that means that fertility signs are conflicting……I don’t know…I’m probably over-analyzing everything as usual.

I just really really want to be pregnant…more than anything in the world.  I’ve been finding myself  crying for no reason at all lately – What if I’m just not meant to be pregnant?  (yes, I know it’s only try #3 and there are others who have been trying for WAY longer) but I’m terrified that maybe somewhere down deep in my psyche I’m sub-consciously telling my body that I don’t want to be pregnant and it’s actually listening.
I did start to crochet – was intended to keep my mind OFF the baby situation – however I find that I’m currently crocheting a BABY BLANKET!!  UGH!!  So much for that distraction!
Anyway – here we are at 4DPO – 4 down and 11 days to go (I REFUSE to test early!!)

3 Responses to “4 DPO”

  1. Isa Says:

    I resisted the baby-item crafting urge this morning because I figured it would only make things worse. Your chart looks ok to me–that dip might be implantation, right? In any case, fingers crossed!

  2. Good luck! We'll be thinking of you 🙂

  3. abmayfield Says:

    Thank you both for your support – Wish it would come on already!!!

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