2 DPO

          Or at least I think so….OMG I COULD BE PREGNANT RIGHT NOW!  I know that the odds are that it didn’t happen on the first time, but I’m so very hopeful that it did!  I am so ready to share my life with a little one.  I can’t wait to bring him/her home and take pictures of his/her little feet!  I can’t wait to go shopping for all the fun baby stuff, bring my mom up here to be with me, experience a little life growing inside of me.

          For so long I didn’t think that having a child was going to be an option for me.  My partner is older and has kids of her own.  When it finally became a possibility, I’m just completely overwhelmed with emotions about it.  I’m finally at a place in my life where I feel like I’m able to take care of a child.  I’m a little anxious about the waiting, but I’m really not afraid at all! 

          Is it weird that I, randomly throughout the day, reach up to pinch my bbs?  I read that an early sign of pregnancy is sore bbs, so I am wishing wishing wishing them to be painful!  Of course, this early on there really aren’t any signs.  At this point, either I am or I’m not…..wait wait wait